I've fucking had it.

I'm on the corner waiting for a light to come on, that's when I know that you're alone. It's cold in the desert, water never sees the ground,special unspoken without sound.

told me you loved me, that I'd never die alone, hand over your heart let's go home. everyone knowed it, everyone had seen the signs,I've always been known to cross lines.

I never ever, cried when I was feeling down,I've always been scared of the sound. Jesus don't love me, no-one ever carried my load, I'm too young to feel this old.

here's to you, here's to me, on to us,

nobody knows nobody sees nobody but me

The king of pop died.

I never thought that this day would come this soon, it's sad but ratatatat that's the way it is.
There's no way that we could forget this once so talented man. Another lesson learned.."Huh what lesson?"
Fame isn't everything, if you really want it and if you're willing to fight for it, well you'll get it if you believe in yourself. You'll love it for a while/or forever, but people who don't know how to control it will lose their selves in the other person they created, because of the insecurity.
"Not being able to know who you are leads to->NOTHING->dead" and that's what happened with the king of pop once our Michael Jackson.
Haha..I always had the idea that people like him would never die, I guess I’m going to call him Saint Jackson..

My tip: if you’re fighting for something and you’ve finally got it in your hands, don’t let it take over you.

The big day!

Today is the day that I'm going to see the new Transformers movie REVENGE OF THE FALLEN!

1. I can't wait to get hypnotized by the great special effects


2. I can't wait to hear Optimus Prime's voice again


3. I can't wait to see Shia run and scream (haha!)


4. I can't wait to see Megatron's army

but there is more....

I CAN'T WAIT!

WOOHOO

I'll post my first reaction about the movie later on the day.

Ciao lovely ones! ;)

TRNSFRMRS:REVENGE OF THE FALLEN - INTERVIEW!

The FUNX-DJ Fernando got the chance to ask three actors of the Transformers movie a few questions. I would be in heaven if I had the chance to do that hahaha. ;)

And tomorrow is the big day, I can't wait! :)

is this (fashion)love? #1

cute rave dresses

@funkie house (Rotterdam)

new balance sneakers
@ funkie house(Rotterdam)

bag

@pieces.

sigh

Surrounded by lies once again, hmm be careful with who your “friends” are. ;]
But yeah you should keep your head up no matter what, right? Well that’s what I’m doing and I’m not going to give up.






i've been roaming around
always looking down at all i see..

Mcfearless nailed it.

A day of doom or a day of happiness? Now tell me what is doom and what is happiness?
Or is it just a mix of both, is it the day for the ones who have been chosen to receive an answer they've been waiting for. Some say that destiny can be in your hands if you're willing to fight for something you've always wanted to hold in your hands, most people say that we're not able to rule over destiny.
We shouldn't be scared of what is coming, you have to fight for it or against it. I know that I've disappointed people in the past, I know that I made a few mistakes (human right?), I know that I'm not perfect. I had the feeling that I lost everything I had. And to be honest I'd rather lose something that I simply adore then to keep something that I wouldn't miss a bit.
I learned how to build myself again thanks to the missed opportunities, it’s a hard knock life you just have to choose between good or evil.
If you can’t respect, love or understand yourself, well who the heck are you to say that you’re able to respect, love or understand other people. You can scream your heart out and say that you rule the world but I know that knowledge speaks and wisdom listens. It doesn’t matter how much power you’ve got, because we all know that karma is the hugest bitch and she’ll be there back at 360, what I’m trying to say here is: What goes around comes around no matter what. I’m not seeking for things wealthier people got, that’s really not my way of living my life, I’m happy with where I stand and I know that it’s going to take a lot to stand where I want to be, other people who haven’t got the strength to notice that they’re feeding their enemies with their mistakes just have to roll their sleeves and make a better person of their selves.
Take a good look at yourself before you judge other people.
And always remember: no victory WITHOUT a battle.
That’s what I call a great life lesson.

Cheers and kisses!

The kid passed her exams!

I can't believe it...
Without any unsufficiant marks :/

OK I'll post something later on the day because I've got no fucking idea what to post at the moment.
BUT HELL YEAH I'M HAPPY, if you wanna party with me go ahead!


CHEERS lovely ones!

"Gabber feeling"

Oh and for the dutch people out there, who are actually cool enough to read
my stories(10 kudo's for you!) here's a movie about 'gabbers' hahahaha :']
(echt lachen joh hoe er zo serieus over wordt gesproken :'D)

stress stress stress stress

Hahaha guess who's dealing with alot of stress at the moment
ehm...Barack Obama?
NO ESMERALDA IMBÉCILE FOR CRYING OUT LOUD >:[
Yep, I have to receive a phonecall tomorrow, just to hear if I passed my exams and it's really sweet that everbody's telling me that I passed my exams without a sweat but it takes alot to convince me that it's actually true. I guess I'm not that naive, but yeah I'm going to quit the pessimistic talk and I'm going to start to have a little faith in myself.
Oh please give me a hooray and start praying for me.

must'EFFING'haves

I can't wait until I have these objects in my possession!

I need a new haircut.

rotterdam and sushi

-----------------------Sushi Y









---------------Rotterdizzam

Bored

I was bored ONCE AGAIN on saturday,

because I couldn't go out with my friends.

(dikke jammer dus)

So I made a few random pictures and this one of them!

MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE!

As we all know there's a new Transformers movie coming up *wooohooo*

And I can't f*cking wait to see Shia in action. I'm pretty retarded, I should've stolen the
gigantic poster of optimus megatron and ofcourse Sam Witwicky(Shia Labeouf) and Mikaela Banes(Megan Fox).

Pictures of Paris.

I went to Paris for two days last week with a few people of my class. We left at 5 am(way too early *yawn*) but we were really entertaining on the way to Paris haha. We arrived in Paris at 11 am., not sure sst, it took us 45 minutes to find a place to park and we almost died at least five times *lmao*. It all started with some drama but we got over it as soon as we arrived at the Sacré Coeur and I got really petrified when I stood in front of it, I couldn't say a word!
And the Eiffeltower looks so magnificent at night, I'm so glad that I had the chance to experience that with my best friend and classmates. :)

The second day we went to Disney Land, for crying out loud it was pouring the entire time, but that doesn't mean that we didn't had a great time hahah!
Oh and people shouldn't yell that much in rollercoasters, it's really annoying you know!
I'm more the type who dies a few times because I'm laughing my ass off and I can't breathe haha :)

Well that's all folks!
Yes there is way more to tell but I would need 20 pages just to tell how day 1 went.


take a look at the pictures@ http://www.flickr.com/photos/esmeraldaimbecile/sets/



Cheers&bisous!

I'm starting all over again.

I was getting pretty sick of my other blog and I wanted to change my accountname, what wasn't possible: sadly! But I'm going to try to write a story every day, even though I'm kind of busy but há who cares!

Cheers people!